Tuesday 27 December 2011

yummy

i've cooked this..yummy, namely MAR’S BAKED MACARONI AND CHEESE WITH MEATBALLS

jingling birthday buzz

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

there's just a lot going on with me. I have a lot on my plate right now. You guys live in completely different world than i do. I've real problems. And i've to deal with them on my own without you. Im sorry that it has to be like that, that's just it is.

i try to eliminite anything that is not crucial or tedious to me.

Thursday 15 December 2011

new day

salam all,

definition of the new day can be best described as a new coming day with 24 hours tik tok on the clock being either sucked up or happily live without any hassle.

mine, hardly to describe as everyDay is coming differently. my definition for my coming day...im in this 'square' already, im not going anywhere. i need to be able to get mad and fight and know i will get though whatever i need to get through.

tough though


lovely regards,
mar

Wednesday 7 December 2011

hardship

salam ppl,

i do think life is great and hard. The hardship that make us tough even though i do not how tough i could be. Tough in physical manner or emotion. Both perhaps.

do you guys believe in God? i truly love this quote " the lamps are different but the light is the same". Have you ever think of this?

after several circumstances, i wonder e existence of Him. i never had to reminisce the good memories of life. do u?

that's all for now..

truly regards,
me

Monday 5 December 2011

struggled, struggling and will struggle

salam all,

Im back again after really 'long' while (not a while). This time insyaAllah i I let this place be the space of my heart. To be honest, i have nobody in this world so i can cry on his/her shoudler on, so please let this space be mine.

i struggled a lot in my childhood that no one could ever imagine but only Allah could, and i am struggling still to desire whatever i dreamt of, and struggling to be a survival creature on this planet in whatever circumstances bad or good, negative or positive. deep though yea, yeah i guess, that's what it mean it is. very deep but straight forward.

rdgs,
mar