yummy

i've cooked this..yummy, namely MAR’S BAKED MACARONI AND CHEESE WITH MEATBALLS

jingling birthday buzz

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

there's just a lot going on with me. I have a lot on my plate right now. You guys live in completely different world than i do. I've real problems. And i've to deal with them on my own without you. Im sorry that it has to be like that, that's just it is.

i try to eliminite anything that is not crucial or tedious to me.

new day

salam all,

definition of the new day can be best described as a new coming day with 24 hours tik tok on the clock being either sucked up or happily live without any hassle.

mine, hardly to describe as everyDay is coming differently. my definition for my coming day...im in this 'square' already, im not going anywhere. i need to be able to get mad and fight and know i will get though whatever i need to get through.

tough though


lovely regards,
mar

hardship

salam ppl,

i do think life is great and hard. The hardship that make us tough even though i do not how tough i could be. Tough in physical manner or emotion. Both perhaps.

do you guys believe in God? i truly love this quote " the lamps are different but the light is the same". Have you ever think of this?

after several circumstances, i wonder e existence of Him. i never had to reminisce the good memories of life. do u?

that's all for now..

truly regards,
me

struggled, struggling and will struggle

salam all,

Im back again after really 'long' while (not a while). This time insyaAllah i I let this place be the space of my heart. To be honest, i have nobody in this world so i can cry on his/her shoudler on, so please let this space be mine.

i struggled a lot in my childhood that no one could ever imagine but only Allah could, and i am struggling still to desire whatever i dreamt of, and struggling to be a survival creature on this planet in whatever circumstances bad or good, negative or positive. deep though yea, yeah i guess, that's what it mean it is. very deep but straight forward.

rdgs,
mar

my fav currently

lets listen

otw 2 midvaley

Slm frens,
Yesterday afternoon I had terrible time caught in e traffic jam. I supposed to fetch a buddy at Midvalley around 6pm, pushed myself out from home at 5.30pm and it took me nearly 20 minutes to arrived there as I used MEX. The most terrible part was I got stucked up in e damn Midvalley City's roundabout for exactly an hour!!! Whilst driving all I could do was singing and singing and singing out loud. I remembered Syidah told me that she could only sing certain part of the lyrics i.e. e chorus part...hahahhaha then I laughed alone in e car without noticing ppl around were weirdly looking at me..hahahahah 'ade aku kisah, kete aku, steering aku, tayar aku!!'

Still, I am at my level best thinking and cant stop myself from thinking how those ppl in KL survive in everyday life stuck up in e traffic jam....coz I totally cant stand.

rdgs,
*mar**

gals

with beloved kids

my gals, frm left, lissa, me & sarah

sick days

hello all, it has been almost a month since i have this fever, cough & flu.I've been taking quite a nos of medicine & e body seems tougher than those medicine. An office mate today gave me somewhat called 'sei-sei' medicine for e flu. I hesitated to take it at first as e medicine doesn't look that 'chemical' as other medicine has to be, but I tried at last. Sometime we reluctant to try new thing bcoz we afraid of e unknown result. We should wait for e result then.

rdgs,
mar

ages

hi frens, it has been ages since i've no e exact amount of time to write. im in e believing that time really flies!
i hope it's not 'that' late for me to create my new year's resolution, hoping my 2011 kinda wonderful and meaningful year. new year's eve has always been a time for looking back to the past, n more importantly, forward to the coming year. It's a time to reflect on the changes we want (or need) to make and resolve to follow through on those changes.

did your new year resolutions make our top ten list? i would like to share one of e truth of my 2010....my 2010 sucks... :-(

u should read this

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